I'm excited for spring break. For some reason the notion of a complete break from school is kind of... Strange? I'm not sure why; it's not like all I ever do is school. But still, it's just going to be weird. I hope to get a lot done though. I have Project Titusville from Sunday to Wednesday. I was also wanting to do/finish a few projects I have in mind. And ice skating. :) Project Titusville is robbing me the pleasure of going with my band, which I'm not too happy about. Eh...
Today I was somewhere in between wanting to hug every one I saw and wanting to run away from every single person I know. So, in other words, it was a normal Thursday.
Brightside: I feel like I'm starting to finally belong.
Darkside: I know the feeling, and soon something's going to happen that will remind me of how replaceable I am--again.
I do care, but sometimes it just feels like no one really even wants me to.
Always fun to come to that realization. It's kind of scary with how pleasant being a hermit sounds to me.
" I would have lost heart, unless I had believed
That I would see the goodness of the LORD
In the land of the living. " -Ps. 27:13
As depressing as a Florida spring may be, I have had fun picking the flowers which ensue. They're like little kids running freely amidst a boring business meeting. :]
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